I was so scared when I first stopped working. I was worried about money of course, but I also struggled with being home all day with just the kids. I missed interacting with adults every day. I forgot how to maneuver around the office and make small talk. After 5 years, this is my final week of being a stay at home Mom. I have mixed emotions over the whole thing. I’m anxious to work, but I feel sad leaving the life that I had. I’ll miss being able to volunteer at school every week. I enjoyed getting to know Jaycie’s classmates and teacher last year. I also feel bad for the kids that I can’t volunteer because Jaycie loved it so much and Max was looking forward to it. I’m sure once I’m settled into the new job, I will be able to take days off to chaperone a field trip or class party, but it won’t be the same. I’m also looking forward to entering the professional world. I’m excited to start using the skills I learned in school and interacting with other people. Of course, the pay checks will be great too. I have the new car to pay off. So, next week should be interesting.